It just a bad day

Today my asthma comes back . Err. The thing that i never expect to come and its really sad as i had lost my friend. She quit uitm and her reason is family problem. I asked for more detail but she said it private. I have to respect that. I really gonna miss her as she always wait for me in every morning to go class together and always company me to eat. She such a great friend though. I will miss those memories. When i'm in uitm, It really hard for me to find someone that yo know. Like same as you or understand you ?.  I really envy with those who find  true friend when they at Uni. Congrats guys. Somehow i dont say that i dont really have best friend here. She is really short girl form my view as my height is 160 . So she just  like at my armpit. For me , to have someone really understand you like at school , impossible. For me they are my friend for life. Anis, Leto, Jang..no one can replace them. So what i can say is, appreciate everyone as you never know when they will go. its hard to turn from negative side to positive. But you never know until you try. Try my best to stay positive as every moment is precious.  Even it is a bad day but its not a bad life :)