It just a bad day

Today my asthma comes back . Err. The thing that i never expect to come and its really sad as i had lost my friend. She quit uitm and her reason is family problem. I asked for more detail but she said it private. I have to respect that. I really gonna miss her as she always wait for me in every morning to go class together and always company me to eat. She such a great friend though. I will miss those memories. When i'm in uitm, It really hard for me to find someone that yo know. Like same as you or understand you ?.  I really envy with those who find  true friend when they at Uni. Congrats guys. Somehow i dont say that i dont really have best friend here. She is really short girl form my view as my height is 160 . So she just  like at my armpit. For me , to have someone really understand you like at school , impossible. For me they are my friend for life. Anis, Leto, Jang..no one can replace them. So what i can say is, appreciate everyone as you never know when they will go. its hard to turn from negative side to positive. But you never know until you try. Try my best to stay positive as every moment is precious.  Even it is a bad day but its not a bad life :)   

Such A Drama

i know a lot of you have faced the same thing. ARGGHH!!. If you are not in relationship , say it. Dont make me find out. Everyone do not believe you. But i do. We are friend.  i trust on our friendship. idont really know whether you lie or not. but there is no prove to say you are right. Lying about you life? seriously dude ?. You are clever. what more you want ? if you want attention, there are many way to get it but not lying. If you leak if love, there is many way to get it. !st love yourself. Dont make poeple sympathy to you. This is not fair you know. Even thought im not knowing you quite long as i know my school mate but i trust you. Friend is not about how long you getting into someone. Friendship is about how you hold your friendship. I really appreciate my friendship as i have lost a lot. Many of them tend to say they are my bff at first , but when we had fought or miles distance, you can see how much of your friends. The older you be, the harder you will find true friends. Perhaps that right when people say that friendship is like diamond, you have to very careful to recognize it as sometimes even glass can look like diamond :)

Why see langit ?

why see langit ? I see langit is when i want to feel calm . I want poeple to feel the same way. have you watched some movie where when the actor is stress or want questioning about life,  they will look up. Even though not as up as langit but you always look up when ever you stress , find new idea , even when you hold your tears. Thats why see langit is all about. its about how the life goes just like langit. always moving. Even people are not noticing it and sometime langit is dark and rain . Sometimes it sunny .For me langit is the best word to describe what life is.